I can understand where everyone is coming from in their replies. This is just so hard for me because my boyfriend really is one of the most sweet and caring people I have ever met. He would do almost anything for me if I needed it. He is just really **** about his time sometimes....
I guess the way I view it is that no relationship is perfect, but if I weigh the pros and cons I realize that I really am blessed with a guy who can be a little inconsiderate...but when push comes to shove would go above and beyond.
Often I wonder if it is my depression that makes me feel this way and not really him? I tend to be a pushover sometimes...perhaps it is time that I became a little more aggressive in what I want.
Thanks,
Jessica
<font color=blue>The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain</font color=blue>
~Seether and Amy Lee
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