I had doubt for years. Straight up until this last psychotic breakdown. No way to deny anymore that my brain can turn on me. Not when I'm huddled in a bathroom at my pdoc's office thinking everyone out there can read my thoughts. But it's a journey. You know that. Everyone has come to terms with this in their own time. I would deny up and down even and especially in the midst of episodes.

you will find your acceptance. Whether that means accepting the disorder or looking for something different, you will find it.