So I'm still going to TMS but not much improvement. I am in pain everyday. Back pain that started up with TMS. I still have crying spells and feel tired and lightheaded most of the time. Had extremely disturbed sleep last night like something was off but wasn't sure what. Ugh, doc pretty much keeps encuraging me telling me I've seen improvement so each time should help me get better but I haven't seen it yet. I do my assessment with him tomorrow if he has time and I'm sure it will show I'm depressed still, I know I am. At that point I wonder if he will still encourage me... Probably so... They are getting their 10k after all.

A few weird things to mention. My vision has been weird. First my right eye was completely blurry for about 15 min on Friday, then sometimes when I look at something with multiple shades my vision vibrates... Hard to explain. Also having vibrating sensation in my body, like internally. Really weird. Anyway.

How I long to be rid of this disease. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I can only hope that I find solace soon.

To all my friends on here struggling. I wish you only the best and have hope we all find that piece of paradise were looking for. It's funny how "normal" is my paradise, but these are my cards and I'm trying to keep a straight face even though I have a crap hand.

Sigh.

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