So I am wondering if this is a bipolar thing or just some other crazy thing, but I think I am obsessed with my best friend. He is male. but its not like a romantic obsession. I just like being around him a lot. We hang out like everyday and he helps a lot with my depression because he has a great sense of humor. I got really drunk at the strip club the other night and he put my possessions in his pocket because I kept leaving them on the tables. He even held my hand so I would walk straight and I really liked that. Again, not in a romantic way, just in a friendly way. I have held hands with my girlfriends at times too like when we go to concerts and things like that so to me it didn't seem odd to hold my guy friends hand. Anyways, whenever he is busy and can't hang out one day, I feel like all I do that day is talk about him. Stuff we did, things he has said, our plans for jamming at acoustic nights at the cafe, things like that. He has been a major help for me and my son and I am really afraid of driving him away by being too 'needy' of a friend. I text him a lot when we aren't hanging out, and he doesn't seem to mind much because he is usually the one to text first but I feel like I think about him and talk about him more than is normal. I am just wondering if anyone has experienced anything like this?