Rent the movie "Mid August Lunch". Maybe you need to start doing artist dates with yourself again. You say you are eating healthfully, but are you having fun with it? This evening i sliced a peach and had some goat cheese with it, just yummy. How are you preparing for fall? Do you have a ritual? Maybe we need a pc fall ritual.

Eta - pc keeps me going. And my t always leaves me laughing - like hes sending me off to have a good day at fifth grade.