I'm supposedly doing so well, we're cutting back my therapy, I'm stable on my meds, I'm juggling 3 jobs without freaking out, but the first time I'm truly tested (my application for my dream job was "pended" - on hold - today before I even got a chance to interview. it went through after midnight, but i didn't know that before going to bed when I was freaking out) I go on a huge binge. My dad works in vending and he brought home a huge case of chips, I had at least 5 bags of those, who knows how many cheese puffs from the giant sam's club container, and half a bag of cookies. Basically ate til I was feeling sick. And then tried taking a seeping pill, which aren't effective on a full stomach, so I've been up all night. I can't believe I screwed up so badly.