I would not like my T to know about this site even though it wouldn't be hard to find. When I first joined this community I posted about stuff that I was afraid to tell my T about. I got a lot of support from people here and it gave me the courage to say things to her. It was a huge step for me. I could not have done it without the support I felt here. I told my T at the end of the session that I went to a forum on the internet and it was the support there that gave me the courage. I didn't tell her what the site was. She jokingly said that she will have to look for it. I quickly said No. I don't want her to know what I am struggling with until I am ready. Also, if she did find this site I know she wouldn't be looking for me but she would be able to tell it's me. I one time went to another forum site and was reading about something personal and to my shock one poster put a link to a forum from PC. That told me that what I write on here is not very private and I stopped posting for a long time. I started posting again recently because I am going through something very difficult for me. So bad that I was willing to take the chance. I need this special place to figure things out for myself and some of the things I talk about I don't tell me T.