Thanks for posting this. Yes, I can relate to the correlation between being sick and liking the support. I want him to be worried, to think about me between sessions and to want to save me. I'm just starting to understand that my T can and will still care about me even when I am not in crisis mode. It is still a little hard for me to believe. A bit part of me thinks that he will just forget about me or not care about me unless I am in a really bad place. So it is good for me to hear you talk about how you feel a strong connection even when you are doing better.