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Old Aug 26, 2014, 02:05 AM
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Hope you feel better soon.

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic View Post
I used to worry about this...then I realized it would be like well I just put in a full day at the office why not go home and work some more.....um yeah I don't see it happening.....

But I still worry....
Ordinarily I wouldn't worry about stuff like this but now with my paranoia is returning I am starting to.

Currently I am suspicious of any new members who joined in August because I think people might be cyber-stalking me. I've pretty much locked down my FB account to maximum privacy & stuff already... I wouldn't put it past me to delete it soon.

It seems stuff has got a lot worse being alone just for 2 days... I'm going back to my parent's house today.

I actually rigged something on my door handle so it would fall off if anyone opened it last night. I also briefly started considering if someone is broadcasting what I am hearing on some strange frequency that I am sensitive to but no-one else can hear.

Sometimes I think I'd rather have less insight... I hate not knowing whether to trust my own thoughts.

Anyway, determined to have a positive day!

Oh and apparently my record has queried schizophrenia on it... they never did make their minds up. I'm not going to complain really, I understand they don't want to be too quick to label things when they are uncertain. I'm assuming a return of symptoms will make it more of a certainty.
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