You're right mouse. I know it's not just about me. He is under a lot of stress at work, an aging mother, worried about money etc.

But it was this last meltdown I had that really shook him up and now he is worried about me on top of everything else. His Dr wants him to talk to somebody so this onset of anxiety doesn't spiral out of control. Kinda "nip it in the bud" thing.

We have been together for twenty-something years. He has been through it all with me. He is really upset and nervous lately because he sees how unstable I can become with the smallest of bumps in the road.

That's where my guilt comes in.