i am finding that somedays i feel well ,i think about returning to work i am positive about myself ,the next day i can get so low,i have been unsuccessfully treated for depression for the past 16 years tried many meds therapy i still feel i'm stuck in a merry go round ,when i'm well i start to spend on things i don't need make plans then crash i wonder if i have been misdiagnosed and whether i have bi polar 2 ,i have read lots of people are not diagnosed and treated for depression/anxiety ,i see my gp only , and feel i've been written off,i used to have a cpn who i mentioned this to but they said i have double depression,i don't know if i am clutching at straws and thinking if it was bipolar then there would be treatment ,should i ask to see a psychiatrist? any ideas anyone thanks