Thanks for the replies!! And the advice!! I think I have experienced most of the modalities of therapy out there, with the exception of "shock therapy", hypnosis (tried with 3 different "experts", none could get me under), inpatient care and lobotomy(haha)...they have all fallen short.
And as for finding a therapist that I am able to connect with....I guess could be possible; but has thus far been an excercise of sheer futility!!

Within this tangled web of my mental and emotional issues I must ponder the question: Has therapy failed me; or has it been ME who has failed therapy?!
justatoaster