once again thank you everyone..... had another bumpy friday, saturday.... si too i am sorry to admit.... but yesterday my brother brought me lunch and said some really great and supportive and encouraging things and i felt a little glimmer of hope. i want to try the mhc again. my brother offered to call for me. but i think i need to do it for myself.

i dont know what i'd do without my brother. i'm so thankful for him. and for everyone here too.

(((((((((jax)))))))))
(((((((((sam)))))))))
(((((((((wants2fly)))))))))
(((((((((everyone)))))))))

jax i mushed my bunny friday night... i think he was scared though because i was crying hard.... but yesterday he gave me kisses and that was nice.