I have had the opportunity to kinda look at what my life is about and the general purpose

I believe that we are set into this world with gifts and purposes/ It is our choice if we decide to use them and how they are used ...

I have come to the harsh conclusion that i have been destined to be the "foundation friend"

What I mean about the foundation friend is I am the one when the poop hits the fan it is I that they think of . See I am not good enough to be the friend that they want to hang with. I have picked people up from the ground brought them up and they have left until another crisis happens.

I have accepted this role in my life ..... But what happens when the foundation cracks when the foundation cannot withstand all the weight .

What happens then .... See I am an observer I watch and listen..

I have been going thru some real hard times and I have observed that people are like roaches when the light is turned on. They scurry along to avoid being seen....

So if I hurt and I feel pain it doesn't matter because I am seen as the foundation the strength for everyone else . So they just feel he will be fine .... What if I am not fine what if I want to run n hide what if i never want to see the light of day again.

Point of the Post is --- regardless where I am at in my journey of life I am the foundation and strength ... But even the best built civilization cannot withstand the test of time .... they all have crumbled under the pressue


Tymber