I'm glad you're posting again, A. I've missed you. You're in a very tough situation to say the least. I wish someone could stay with you and drive you around until you can get your bus ticket back. You definitely need a friend or relative you can share with. I know you've mentioned your niece before. If you have a good relationship with her, maybe she could come over. I wish you could go to your therapist before Oct. Maybe your husband can find a way so you can go in Sept. As far as him telling you to go sleep all the time, tell him it doesn't feel good to constantly sleep. Sometimes when I'm depressed, I want to sleep but I know it's not good for me. It just makes matters worse.

Whatever happens, I hope you can get a break from the voices. It must be emotionally draining.

Please continue to post.

Take care.