Just got back from pdoc - my 20 minute appointment ended up lasting almost an hour.

Pdoc thinks I might be bipolar and experiencing a mixed episode. He wants to start me on a couple different meds, and I'm kinda freaking out about it. He specifically told me not to go online and read about the meds - he told me what to watch out for, and suggested that if I have any questions, I call or email him with questions. I go back in two weeks.

I dunno. This kinda feels like it might be right. But, I'm terrified too. I thought I was finally getting a handle on things, and now this.