Petunia, I so relate to what you posted about. I despise my problems, and I totally understand how those living with us are impacted by our issues. My husband is supportive but I know it has to be a huge drain on him. His work is very stressful and he really doesn't need me adding to that stress. When will I decide enough is enough? I feel like a blood sucking leech. My voice of reason is on vacation.