Thanks everyone for your posts. I'm glad I am not alone. I did suffer some tear damage during birth. I'm allergic to IB profen and advil so the docs gave me perkesett (spelling) to ease the pain. I was fine in the hospital, but as soon as I got home and took one of the pills it trigged my psychosis. (note to self, not to take perkesett ever again). My hormones were also all over the place. I was so obsessed of wanting to breasted but I couldn't because of the medication after my psychosis and I was nearly away from my child while in the hospital for nearly two weeks.