First thing tomorrow morning we take my oldest off to college. I have been agonizing over this day for months. Taking a shower this morning I realized that even the shower would be different. With her off at college I will now live with hubby and 2 teenage boys. They all have their favorite shampoos, body washes etc in there. Mine will be the only girly stuff...(sounds stupid I know). So not ready to pack tonight and see how empty her bedroom is. Often she is my sanity in a world of testosterone and ADHD (boys both dx ADHD and hubby while not dx definitely has it)

Had an appointment with T today specifically because we knew how hard today would be. I really wish today would slow down. T gave me 2 hugs when I was leaving knowing that this afternoon would suck....