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Originally Posted by _mom2boys_
~When your mood changes does it do so gradually or seemingly overnight?
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It's overnight for me, but I'm ultra-rapid cycling, so it makes sense that the changes are very sudden.
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~Do you notice a pattern - always going from mania into depression before leveling out stable (or any other pattern thereof)?
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There's no real pattern other than stress making me decompensate and meds improving things. I'm not really sure how to identify 'level', since I usually only notice I'm hypomanic looking back.
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~Can you tell a strict difference between your moods or are the lines blurry?
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I can tell when I'm depressed or mixed because the feelings are so overwhelming and negative. I think there's a fine line between happy and hypomanic, though, and that one is definitely harder to notice.
I would suggest that you not spend too much time obsessing over your moods and diagnosis, because this adds a lot of stress and I find that when I spend too much time thinking about bipolar disorder it really depresses me. You could maybe set aside a few times each day to do 'mood checks' where you spend a few minutes considering what mood you're in, then maybe record it in a mood journal and move on to something else. Obsessing over it all can really interfere with living as normal a life as possible.