Sounds like a good idea to apologize to him. It sounds like you trust him alot. I know how it can be at times when the frustration attacks. Sometimes for me it seems that the person I am talking to just can not seem to "hear" what I am trying to say.

I have had alot of communication problems with my past case workers, feeling like they just were not hearing what I was trying to say. Some would in my feeling just talk to me in circles. The same thing over and over, that causes me to become frustrated more than anything for me cause it seems they have their mind made up no matter how much I try to 'get through' to them what I am saying and as you said it being wrong to end up hanging up on them, only I know at times for me, I maybe shoud have hung up only instead said awful things and called them names and such out of frustration. I have learned from this. And do have more self control over it. Only struggle with impulse control.

I am glad he made a deal with you in the hospital over the eating restriction, sounds like he is willing to work with you. If you see him in person, I know he will not look at you as gross. The weight loss that is. He may have more understanding of how much you are struggling right now. Have you lost the weight due to an eating disorder or are you on medications that cause weight loss. I was just wondering as I have not read a whole lot of posts lately. If you do not want to say then that is ok too.

Just want you to know that I do hope it goes well and all gets worked out between you and your doctor. I am working on changing my computer around so hope someday I may talk to you in chat.

Take Care Chris

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~KRIS~

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