I have a great necessity and I need immediate and professional help.
Have a heart-lend a hand!
I have no special professional help available(I haven't found some professional or counselor that I can afford and that has worked with me effectively)
I am alone and most of the people don't understand that I am clinically depressed according to several diagnostics.
A Major Depressive Disorder for almost 2 years(about the time I entered high school) since it began progressively and that was left untreated by prejudices and ignorance even on my own,but later, very late I and my parents realized it was a severe mental illness.In my case it seems that the causes are unknown.
So I need that you offer me a place to live and some food.
Please only while I receive my treatment.
I will pay it forward in the time I am healed with all myself and I will keep this in my mind until I die .I can design web pages using or creating animations or most of the work a secretary can do.Or I can translate texts both sides English to Spanish aided with online technical dictionaries in case
I took some time ago about 2 years of piano lessons with a missioner although I never learned to improvise.
Let me encounter the long awaited happiness, I've just been longing, for this harsh,long and sometimes undescribable state.
It's despairing
Can anyone show me they have a beating heart?
It's so frustrating and unbelievable that when I want to help people with my talents I can't because I can't even understand what is going on with me
If there is anyone willing to help please let me know where you are located so I can tell the people that is going to arrange the situation with a public school and organization or other arrangements since I am considering to join a clinical trial such as those run by NIMH or privately sponsored and I need to consider all the alternatives.Unfortunately in the
third world the status of social investment is not good(I honestly have not found any kind of support group or the like) and funding in clinical trials, is very low.And there are almost none non profit organizations dedicated to the Mental Health wellness
I am open to discuss anything by email or in this forum.
Thank you
I strongly believe you will help me find it