Sometimes we take on more than we can handle. Jobs and school can put a lot of stress on us. I'm going through the same thing. In fact I have a similar situation. I had ECT in 2006 and went med and therapy free up until 2013. I think it was starting my new job that triggered this mess to come back. But I love my job and I don't want to give it up. So I'm back on the med train.
Sometimes it just takes awhile to figure out the workload. Maybe this job is just too much, but maybe you just need to get used to it more. Once I get into the swing of the school year I always feel better.
Can you do maintenance ECT? Maybe another round will help. I know it's hard if not impossible while working but maybe you can do a once a month schedule or something. Or maybe you can start slow - start back in therapy first so you can work on this anxiety coming from all the stress you're under.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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