I hope I can make a post about it.

What do you think about psychedelics like Psilocybin mushrooms for understanding your subconsciousness?
I have read that many years ago there were a type of therapy where people take some psychedelics but I think it's illegal in nowadays but people still do it.

I know that none of Ts would tell me what to do, I can find the real answer only into myself. When we see dreams we see our subconsciousness but we are lost in a dream and if we run away from a monster we run away but if we knew it's just a dream we would stop and face him.
I had lucid dreams and it was really cool but I see them too rarely.
I'm afraid I'm losing my sanity if I took psychedelics and I'm afraid of bad trips but I think it can be helpful to face the dark corners of myself.
It would be great if I could do it at therapy session, it would be safe and more helpful.