nina dear friend........i have been watching you fight this battle for so long......you never stop trying even when you are the last "man" standing.......i have listened to your tears......your pain......your frustration.........i have also been witness to moments of joy with G and with I........even with J.lol........when it seems that you do not have one last ounce of strength left.......God will fill you with more.....He always does ......your day WILL come sweet nina......i love you dearly