Hi, I'm only 24 but I have had depression all of my life and have had many therapists, medications, and hospitalization and for me, I don't get much (if anything) out of therapy, meds have no effect on me except making me more suicidal than before, and I never seem to get better. Life sucks and that is why I'm going to get sterilized so that I can do my part and make sure I can't force someone else to experience this miserable existence.