I realize more and more that I have always expected people to be able to know what I want without having to ask. The funny part is that I would normally get bothered if they weren't listening to the voices inside MY head lol. Being able to recognize our patterns and to have the willingness to actually try to change the negatives is a start to a more successful life. I know that I do so many things based on NPD and not reality. I will say this has been MY reality prior to knowing what I am. Every night if I were to sit down and write all the things I did that day based on my "improper" wiring, the list would be very long. Whether it was a response to someone, a way I did something or even the way I looked at something and the way my mind see's it. Recognize your own flaws and being OK with it is the ultimate goal for me. I suppose empathy would be nice too rather than empathy only being about myself. Very screwed up I am, and I know at times my ways seem anything but understood. A sense of humor is also key to success!!! Anyway I am back from my travels and I look forward to hearing from all.
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