Im not sure what to do. Im so low when i come to work. Ive been looking for a new job but ive not had anyluck but the longer i stay here the worse i get, i cut myself today when i was on my own in the office and I havnt hurt myself in over a year. I feel like im loosing my grip on everything and i dont no what to do. I wish I could just leave but I need the money. What do I do?