I do not have BIID but I do know some people with it. your treatment providers who diagnosed you with this can probably give you all kinds of information about it. there are actually many informational websites still active. one is Body Integrity Identity Disorder | Biid.org forum boards well most here where I live and work get that information from their treatment providers too. but you can probably find some by doing a google search on the words BIID forums or any combo of the disorders name along with the words blogs or forums.