So, I'm feeling really frustrated at the moment. I'm just really tired of having to explain my body issues to people who don't understand. I go for advice on the internet and instead of real help on how to love myself, I get the "curvy lecture" by skinny girls who don't even know what it's like to live as a fat person. I apologize for any offense, but I am tired of telling people "I'm fat" and having them be like "Nooo, you're curvy!" as if they think that helps. I AM NOT CURVY. I barely have tits, my *** is completely flat. I don't have any feminine curves, just a lot of ugly disgusting fat rolls. Curvy and fat are two different things. If I lost weight I'd have the body of a twelve-year-old. That's how un-curvy I am. And I don't know about others, but this whole "curvy is beautiful" thing just really brings me down. It makes me feel like they're saying "It's okay to be fat and love yourself...as long as you're more curvy than fat". I know it's for a good cause. I know they mean well but I just feel like the whole thing excludes me because I'm not curvy, I'm just plain ****ing fat.