Dear Edis.Stop..Now catch your breath.You are not alone.Stop with the cutting.You are worried about your mom,and she needs you.That new puppy will be a blessing no matter what is wrong with it,the little thing will make you calm down and pay and attention to it instead of your problems.Now with the dmv,here in sc you can get a picture id to use.Try that.As for your friend talking about the how much money they making,money can't buy love.Those loans,you have caller id,just don't talk to anyone you don't want to talk too.Scrape the things off your plate you really don't need to tend to right now.Praying for you and your mom.