Thanks Newtothis, I will definitely check into those when I'm back around my computer. Out looking for work at the moment.

And I have tried writing stuff out so many times but I just never bring myself to start the discussion. I just bottle it up and apologize to her for being a jerk. Not the right thing to do necessarily but its the only words I can muster the courage to speak when we argue. Which doesn't happen all that much but has been getting to a point where I can tell I'm wearing her out mentally. Makes me feel even worse