This doesnt scan. It sounds like what Lt Cmdr Data would say about feelings before he got his emotion chip.

So what is your quest? I totally sympathize with the many years, many practitioners, no results - that's how i felt before my current go-round. Then google became my friend. And amazon. Are you looking to connect with people who have overcome a similar hurdle? Cuz you are kind of hinting maybe - passive aggressive doesnt solve things, ya know. So i switched to straight on aggression much better!

Eta - sorry, my screen just updated - i will go read dr karsons stuff.