Hy norwegianwoman!

I can completely understand you. I'm in the same situation as you right now. It's like I'm in stagnation and everybody around is moving forward, without me. It's such a lonely place. Sometimes I imagine, if I would just disappear, anybody would notice it. I know these are very bad thoughts, but it's also very difficult for me to pull me out from this low. I try the hardest the find a way out from this sad situation, but haven't found a solution yet.
I hope I will soon, because it can't go on like that.

I'm sorry I couldn't help you, but I needed to say my thoughts!