if you don't have the confidence in yourself to do it, that wil always get in your way. see if the college has one of those career tests...or see if you can find a serious one on the internet. I don't know if they have a vocational center near you because that would be a place to go or a career counselor..but there is a test you can take that goes over your interests and lets you know what careers are best suited for you. you like helping others so maybe a nurse is a good idea but it is a highly competitive field for school. but you can get a job anywhere so that is good. what kind of job can you get where you can combine your preforming arts with helping others? a social director at a school for disabled children or old folks home...........take care.