Every time i speak to my dad he breaks me down. Were i cry almost 5 days a week. My mom is to weak to stand up to him. If i tell him how i feel again hell mock me. Hell tell me to do it. And make me worse. Every days its building and the break is getting closer. Im not sane, sometimes i even get these horrific daydreams if you will, about mass murder. I need help but i dont want to be put away. This is the cold hard truth.