I forgot all about those crisis lines. Ill have to find the numbers. I've gotten info from NAMI but it was years and years ago...and thank you for the well wishes and kind thoughts. Def need em today. Stuff just keeps on coming.

Perfect example: I actually landed a job today. To counter that my fiancées dad hasn't been paying the mortgage and stashing money. Just found that out today so now we have to come up with 4 months of house payments bc he was canceling the checks sent in and for all we know blew every penny of it