i admit i dont smile that much. its hard for me. and when im not smiling i look like im mad or something. i am also shy around new people. this makes me not really cut out for my job. i am having serious thoughts abt quitting. i almost left today. certain coworkers are really really nice to me and we laugh a lot. but others are just so cold and rude to me.they act like they despise my presence. my job is so triggering. i feel trapped. i feel like its no longer good for me to go there. it just makes me feel so bad.