You are doing so well Leah. Keep going. The crying is a good release I am sure? I just relate so much to your post. You are doing everything I would suggest. I hope you spend quality time with your Daughter - maybe this could help for a while? I also hope you get a good reply from your T. Please keep posting. Take one thing at a time and let it be.

I can't put into words yet how badly hurt I am. A friend has really let me and my son down today and I am so disappointed, hurt and broken. I just feel so hurt I can't imagine ever trusting her (or anyone) again. I can't write much just now. My son is 11 and I feel so angry as well - a taboo emotion for me!

Keep strong Leah. Xxx