I hope you treat yourself well, Frozenheart. Any effort you put forth should be rewarded. (((((Hugs!))))))
I'm a housecleaner by profession and by the time I get home I do not feel like cleaning anymore. Plus, I don't get paid for cleaning my house so there's no real motivation.
It can get pretty messy at times but then after about a week or two I get those ickies because of the dogs hairs, the dust and the rug having little pieces of whatever Aggie and Yummy decided to tear apart- and something snaps and I go on a cleaning rampage. It's good for another while until a mess builds up makes me snap again.
I hope you're okay. Be patient with yourself.