I didn't know what to say when you posted, and honestly still don't know, but I couldn't say nothing either.

Doesn't feel right at all...

Know that I hear you, that I've been there, and that it does and will get better.
Just keep holding on, life is overwhelming enough as it is, so take it one breath at a time, 1 baby step at a time, placing 1 foot infront of the other....


Please remember to be kind to yourself during this time, treat waiting4 as you would a dear friend.