What started out as what I had hoped was just a bad day, then a bad week, now its so bad I don't know if I have the energy to go on another day. 30 years of fighting this horrible, soul crushing illness...I'm done. I'm so tired I can't do it anymore.

I'm supposed to call the Dr tomorrow and see about having my meds adjusted. I think maybe I'll just curl up in a ball and let it win.

belle