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Originally Posted by bellenuit
What started out as what I had hoped was just a bad day, then a bad week, now its so bad I don't know if I have the energy to go on another day. 30 years of fighting this horrible, soul crushing illness...I'm done. I'm so tired I can't do it anymore.
I'm supposed to call the Dr tomorrow and see about having my meds adjusted. I think maybe I'll just curl up in a ball and let it win.
belle 
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Ugh, really feeling for you at the moment. I know sometimes you get sick of others empathizing but I really do.
Sometimes just curling up in bed is a temporary solution, with all the intrusive and obsessive thoughts that come with the illness, rest is really important.
But please don't isolate too much! I hope you have a good appt with your doc tomorrow. Be safe.