Thanks for your responses. Feeling horrible hopeless and life seems very desolate. Tomorrow I will get up early and go into work like I always do and pretend that everything is okay. If things are better tomorrow maybe it will encourage me enough to call the Dr. If it is another bad day I'm not sure how I'll feel about it. Tomorrow is another day and life will continue. I took my meds for the evening and am praying sleep will provide me a short break from the turmoil that is currently my life.

Rest well and I wish you the peace that currently eludes me

Belle