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Old Aug 27, 2014, 08:34 PM
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Originally Posted by Pierro View Post
Hello SideBlinded, do you not find the moves stressful ?. Do you think maybe you are running away from things that have not gone well for you. Boredom plays a big part in my life, and in your's also.... You know that you are never going to find the perfect place, but that is only my opinion. That's what I tell myself anyway.

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Yes, I think I am trying to get away from bad stuff. I must be hoping to find better this or that. Kinda tricky thinking in a way. I am thinking that depression and grief play a huge role in my thinking process. The truth of the matter is that even if I lived in a beautiful place I still have the same thinking brain and the same thoughts that accompany me so I think I am just starting to get a handle on this crazy moving I have been doing. Physically leaving one problem just puts me geographically close to another problem. Crazy way of solving problems if done to the extreme as in my case. I just have to stop using the wrong reasons. I hope I can do this. I have a T but his schedule is tight.

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