Thread: mama mia!
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Old Aug 27, 2014, 08:45 PM
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It has been. I was dimly aware of doing religion compulsion an a couple of different levels. It made me think of Maria Montessori who said children "explode" into learning or ther old Dabrowsky guy who says some psychoneurotic people hit a crisis where they either suicide, go mad or reorganize into a different personality structure at a more developed level. I couldn't make head nor tail of it when I read it but holy moly here it comes. And I'm wondering will I open door 1, 2, or 3? And which is the multilevel one? Because I swear I was literally in the closet leaning into the bathrobe belt looking for the sweet spot. Three nights ago. And today shrink doc is doing jaw dropped looks and saying I'm an enigma but better today than she's ever seen me. Attentive. Making sense. And to go to ER of I think I need to kill myself. I didn't tell her about the closet. I'm so trying to get to Indiana and plant some beans. Get sociable with the neighbors and cousins before the cold.

Im taking GABA and opening up. To old dopey. To my Sioux friend who loves johnny cash too, to mom. Here. To you. What's happening? I dont know. I'm going to be all right. But what the hell happened? Sigh.