Living your life knowing your father never cared about you is hard. Ill never be a daddys girl. Ill never be given away properly at my wedding. Ill never have his shoulder to cry on. Should I forgive my father for never being there for never caring where I was or what I was feeling? Should I forgive him for stealing me from my mother just to sell me? Should I forgive him for all I have suffered my whole life? I am in hell today. If only I was special enough to be loved by my father. I wouldnt have to ask myself these questions.