Welcome. Post where you like. No one "has PTSD". You got traumatised and you have trauma responses. Your dx is probably whatever you had that caused you to be a substance abuser butthats doctor talk for doctors to do and silly night nurses to act funny about. Normal people don't care about dx unless you want one that rhymes eith your name or something.

I think its fair to talk about whatever you want. It's terrifying to be afraid when you are drugged. Ibwasnt raped but I got drugged in an acute treatment unit as punishment for having a face that pissed off the charge nurse. Or more likely a body and a pal. There are sickos everywhere. Powermongers. Creepers.

The important thing about trauma os that we can ride it or be dragge# by it. It sounds like you've been dragged. Me too. It's possible to climb up into the saddle.