Several months ago I met a man who has to be at least 15 years younger than me, is married with two kids, and deals dope. Yet he seems to be attracted to me. I'm afraid I could easily start an affair with him, which as a borderline I know would be a huge mistake for me and would probably set me way back in my recovery. But I'm so lonely, and it's been such a long time since I've been with anyone, that I probably can't stop it from moving forward. I KNOW what I should do; I just don't know if I CAN. ie, stay as far away from him as possible. I could really use some feedback.