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Originally Posted by cashart10
Told my husband I wanted to die and that I feel like the end is near. I wish I could say I don't want to die but that would be a lie. He asked me if I could imagine even one day of not waking up to my babies. I didn't know what to say except that I couldn't and he said there, that's what you have to live for. He's right! I wish that changed my complete apathy. I hate it. I hate me. Other than that, taking care of my kids, picking up my daughter from school and doing the dishes, I just listened to music and stared at the ceiling. My life is meaningless.
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Your husband was right. I have always said, and taken my own advice, if you were to take your own life, you are just transferring your pain to someone else.
My last attempt was 3 years ago. My kids didn't understand why I didn't feel like they were worth living for. Even as hard as it gets for me I swore I would never do it again and I won't. I'll be damned if I put my kids through that. Your life isn't meaningless, you're just lost right now and the depression has taken over. Fight back.